- My husband tells me I am a makebate. So, what's wrong with that? I love to write. I have 2 great kids and 1 grandson. I'd love to say I am "retired" but really, who retires from life? Shoot me a question, comment, rant or rave. They are all welcome here. Love dogs, my family, and most of all, debate. Pro NRA, conservative and a right wing lady.
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Steamboat, snow and a yearning for SUN
It's a nice enough barn, and I am even willing to concede that during certain alpenglow sunsets, I find myself in awe of the beauty and all that Mother Nature's provides us, free of charge. Well, almost free. Nothing is really FREE anymore.
The winter blues have rendered me in a funk of SAD. Indeed - I am sad. Sad over the way our country is headed. Sad that the POTUS was re-elected. Even more sad with where the moral compass is pointing. But SAD, seasonal depression/disorder permeates my body from just about mid-September, with the deliverance of the first season's snows, all the way through to May, after snow melts and MUD season begins to torment me.
Little doggies' footprints followed by my dearest husband's shoe prints, parade upon my wood floors. Mud season brings MUD. Rain, even more snow. By the time the mountain closes for the season, I'm on the first plane to all points west and warmer. Moab, Utah, a mere 6 hr drive: 5 if you drive really fast, breaks into the 80s by May. Flights to Southern California can be had for a song if you hunt, seek and destroy Travelocity right about now.
This winter, in all its glory, and with 7 weeks or so of ski season still to be had, I've found the "smoking deals" and anxiously await 3 weeks in Port Hueneme with my second family, at the beach cottage. Oh, how I dream of a day when I can persuade my ever loving spouse to be enticed to return to the west coast, if even for a week.
Melancholy is no way to go through life. To lament over a lost love, or impending doom, or walking dead zombies - well okay, all those warrant an ounce or 16 ounces of sadness. But, when relief in the form of a beach and sand is just mere months away, I can wage a silent and victorious war against the snow.
With visits to the LEFT coast, I can slip myself an ativan to endure the liberals, or perhaps they can enjoy one or three in order to endure me, and we're all on the same magical Big Lebowski White Russian wave length. I can venture to Andria's Seafood located at the Ventura Harbor. I can nosh on thick and creamy New England Clam Chowder. Once I even felt a Tommy Burger was part of the trip, but alas, my stomach has other plans for me. Can you say, "Rolaids"?
I visit my adopted nephew of sorts, Sean. My god-daughter Amanda and I walk her dog at the beach. My friend Julie and I stroll her small beach side mean streets, at night, in our bathrobes - her a glass of wine, me a glass of non-alcohol anything. We act like silly school girls. We talk about all things nonsensical. It's magic. I visit my son Michael's grave at San Fernando Mission Cemetery. I spend time with my lifelong friend Kris. We argue, not with each other, but with every other insane, homicidal driver on I5. We discuss Washington, D.C.
Most importantly, the west coast relief project provides me time with my son, Bryan. A professional chef, my son cooks for me; or supervises me during my feeble attempts at Bananas Foster. This Mother's Day, you will find me on a boat, with my son, on California's waters, fishing! Yes, fishing. With my recent back injury, I can barely lift 10 pounds, but the chance of me hooking a great white shark or even a wayward 500lb guppy are slim. However, any time spent with my son is like a drop of sunshine in my heart.
I've been absent from my blog for almost 2 weeks now. I've had plenty of topics to rant about - Charles Dorner, the ex-LAPD officer who turned terrorist, and murdered 5 people before becoming a piece of kindling in a Big Bear cabin. I've endured hearing the FLOTUS announce an Academy Award winner. I suppose next year, FLOTUS AND POTUS will simply declare themselves winner of every nomination. And sadly, I awoke one morning to have my husband announce to me, before my morning coffee, that Pope Benedict XVI was to resign his post as Holy Father tomorrow, February 28, 2013. But that, in and of itself, will be a topic for another day.
I had another round of facet joint injections in my spine, with 50-50 relief, and news of more to come. I've had coffee dates with more of my special friends in the last few months, then I've had in years. They fill me with hope and sincere well wishes. I'm blessed for that.
My fervent hope and wildest dream is for a 1x a week blog entry (keep the moans to a dull roar) so I can relieve myself of all that moves me...almost like a much needed bowel movement. Until then, I gaze outside my living room window, and wonder how many others are enjoying the full moon.